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New Short Story: Grandmother

It’s been a while since I posted a story, but I’ve still been writing. I decided to post Grandmother because it might be the last short I post for a while because I’m hitting the editing of my third book pretty hard. Anyway, this storyย was inspired from a prompt by one of my buddies, Adrianna Joleigh, who seems to enjoy pricking at my darker side, lol The prompt started as an exercise on telling a story from multiple POVs (I, you, he), which I interpreted into this story. ย 

Grandmother

Dyane Forde-October 2013

Image by Matthew Nicely
Image by Matthew Nicely

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Damned if the girl wasnโ€™t looking out the window again.

โ€œYou know he isnโ€™t coming back,โ€ I said, coming up beside her. My bones ached with arthritis but this foolishness was just enough to get me hobbling across the room. Once there, I fiddled with the curtain sashes until they loosened and the blue panels fell into place.

Linda pursed her lips. The beginning of a frown crinkled her pale brow. With her face scrubbed clean and devoid of make-up, she looked more like a child than the grown woman she was. Right then, she was preparing to argue, something I didnโ€™t like. Conflict upset her so much. Then the headaches started. I hated to see my baby in pain.

โ€œHe just might,โ€ Linda said, pulling her shawl tighter with one hand while opening the curtains a tad with the other. I marked the small act of defiance. This wasnโ€™t going to end well. Without looking at me, she added, โ€œDanny did promise, after all.โ€

I scoffed and crossed my arms across the front of my starched blouse. โ€œYouโ€™re in denial, little girl. That man is never coming back.โ€

She opened her mouth to protest but then closed it. I knew she was thinking it over, trying to understandโ€”or rememberโ€”the meaning behind my words.

Linda turned to face me but kept her eyes downcast. โ€œWhat do you mean? He saidโ€”โ€œ

โ€œLinda, the man talked too much. That was his problem! Every word out of his mouth was a damned lie. Like that time he said heโ€™d left town to find work and you found out he was shacking up with that other woman, you still believed in him.โ€

Linda was defending him and it made me sick. It went against every fibre of my being, and she knew it; the fact she did it anyway make me sicker. And angrier.

Lindaโ€™s heart-shaped faced flushed deep red and her brow shone with the sheen of perspiration. โ€œYes, butโ€”โ€œ

I pushed harder. โ€œWhat about his promise to be there when the twins came?โ€

She looked up. Glared.

โ€œOr when he promised to lay off the liquor? Or that heโ€™d stop wailing on you and the kids every other day? Stupid little girl! When will you see the man for what he was?โ€

I was on fire, inflamed because after everything Iโ€™d done, she chose to believe in him rather than me.

Blood stained her lip from where sheโ€™d bitten it through but she didnโ€™t seem to notice. Suppressed rage lit her eyes and her fingers twitched, temped maybe to wrap themselves around my neck. Only Linda couldnโ€™t lie, not to me. I knew her intimately. I sometimes knew what she was thinking or feeling before she did herself.

โ€œWhyโ€™d you have to go there? Itโ€™s all in the past. I keep trying to forget it but you! You keep bringing it up! Dannyโ€™s changed. He promised!โ€ She turning away to walk towards the bed.

โ€œLinda! He hasnโ€™t changed. Heโ€™s dead.โ€

She didnโ€™t want to hear so I had to lay it out for her. I pitied her ignorance, and actually felt partially responsible for it. Perhaps, seeing she was so weak, Iโ€™d sheltered her too much. But she was grown now, and much too determined to believe in fairy tales for my liking. She had to see things as they were; living in the dark was no way to live. ย ย ย ย ย ย ย  Besides, if she fell down under the weight of the truth, Iโ€™d be there to prop her up. I was her crutch and she knew that too.

โ€œMy dove, Iโ€™ve been warning you your whole life that the world is full of monsters. People are nothing but predators. They gain your trust and when you least suspect, they turn around and cut your throat. Or they beat you and take your money and leave you and your children to starve through the winter. Or,โ€ I paused, only second-guessing my next words for the span of a breath, โ€œthey steal whatโ€™s most precious.โ€

โ€œNo, donโ€™t.โ€

โ€œTell me Iโ€™m lying! Tell me!โ€

โ€œStop it! Youโ€™re being cruel!โ€ In a flash, she had swept her hands across the card table and sent the tea set flying. The pot and cups exploded into colourful pieces when they hit the floor.

โ€œIโ€™m protecting you from yourself! Thatโ€™s why Danny had to go.โ€

Shocked, she stood stock still. โ€œGram, what do you mean?โ€ I watched while she turned her palms upwards to study them, and then as her brow creased with concentration, or maybe confusion. Then she put a hand to her head and closed her eyes.

Again, moving my body painfully across the room, I joined her by the bed where I poured her a cup of cold water from the nightstand. Her hands shook so hard she had to cup them together to take it, and even then the water splashed over the edge.

โ€œTell me the truth. What happened?โ€ she asked.

โ€œI took care of it.โ€

โ€œYou? Butโ€ฆmy hands! I remember washing them in the kitchen sink. There was a knife too and it wasโ€”โ€œ

Covered in red.

โ€œNo,โ€ I said gently, taking her hands to steady them in my own. โ€œNot yours. Mine. My hands were stained red.โ€ I folded her into a hug. The truth was too much; she was breaking and I had to hold her together. At first, she stayed rigid as a board within my withered embrace. Still, I kept at it, holding her and stroking her long, brown hair until she finally gave. She always did.

โ€œI-I canโ€™t understand thisโ€ฆI feel a head ache coming on.โ€

โ€œThere, there. Why donโ€™t you lie down?โ€ I turned her around by the shoulders and set her down on the edge of the bed.

โ€œGram?โ€ she asked, โ€œAre you sure? I mean, I could have sworn the last time I saw him he saidโ€”โ€œ

โ€œThat was months ago,โ€ I snapped. โ€œHeโ€™s gone.โ€

With a growl, she suddenly pushed me, sending me into the wall. Righting myself, I brushed my skirt back into place and reset the pins in my hair, every last one.

โ€œWhy do you do that?โ€ she demanded. โ€œYou always take away the things I love!โ€

โ€œBecause no one is good enough for you.โ€ I kept my tone calm but decisive, necessary to regain control of her.

โ€œHe wasnโ€™t all bad! What about when he brought me flowers, or a new dress?โ€

โ€œYou mean those guilt offerings?โ€

โ€œI loved him!โ€ Linda screamed.

โ€œBecause youโ€™re a fool! All people do is to tear you down, especially the men. Or have you forgotten?โ€

โ€œNo,โ€ she whispered, her sudden flash of anger crumbling under the weight of my righteous stare. I had her now. She was ready to listen.

โ€œThey come for their victims late at night when everyone else is asleep. Everyone except you because you know whatโ€™s coming down the hall. A ghoul, no worse, a devil. He comes down the corridor, taking his time to avoid the creaky floorboards. And when he arrives, he steals. He kills, destroying everything that is you.โ€

โ€œStop it!โ€

โ€œYour father wasnโ€™t the only one. Every one of them ripped you open and broke your heart. Thatโ€™s why youโ€™re sick! Thatโ€™s why youโ€™re broken! Itโ€™s why you need me, why you called me in the first place!โ€

Linda gripped her head, her fingers disappearing in her full head of hair. She fought the blinding migraine as hard as she fought my words. But for the love of God, she had to learn! To see I was her only hope!

โ€œMy headโ€ฆI canโ€™t thinkโ€ฆ.I need to rest…โ€

โ€œYou have to understand how the world works, Linda. Remember how we met! It was the first time you heard him in the hall. You remember, donโ€™t you?โ€

Linda started to cry. She reached for and gripped my hand in hers. โ€œI do.โ€

โ€œWhen the door opened, cold with terror you looked over and saw me. And I took you to a far off place with sunflowers and tall grass. Where the sun shone and the air smelled of apples. We had a picnic.โ€

โ€œWith ham sandwiches and homemade lemonade. My favorites.โ€

โ€œEvery time he went to you, so did I.โ€

The poor girl was all out blubbering now, great big sobs tearing through her tiny frame. Streams of water ran from her eyes and soaked her white gown.

โ€œDanny needed to go, didnโ€™t he?โ€

โ€œYes, dear, he did. I wasnโ€™t going to let anyone hurt my sweet baby ever again.โ€

โ€œIโ€™m sorry,โ€ Linda said. โ€œI shouldnโ€™t have yelled at you. Youโ€™re the only one I can trust. I-I just get confused sometimes.โ€

I pressed on her shoulders to get her to lie down, and then lifted her feet into the bed. I tucked the blanket in all around and lifted the guardrail. I flinched a little when it snapped into place. Linda stirred so I ran a hand over her face, smiling when the tension melted away. I even hummed a little tune. A lullaby. She always liked those.ย 

Linda opened her eyes at the sound of keys jiggling at the door. It swung open and a man dressed in a crisp, white uniform entered. โ€œIs everything alright in here? I thought I heard shouting.โ€ He looked down at the broken china littering the floor.

โ€œEverything is just fine, Marcus. A little accident is all. Just get a broom and Iโ€™ll deal with it later,โ€ Linda said in my raspy voice. โ€œLinda has everything she needs.โ€

Marcus was used to this. He crossed his arms and tilted his head to the side. โ€œDoes she now?โ€

Linda pushed herself up to sit, her back and shoulders ramrod straight and her chin lifted. She pushed a stray hairpin back into place. Eying him with an air of distrust, she said, โ€œYes.โ€

โ€œDr. Wiseman will be stopping by in an hour, Gram. Why donโ€™t you tell her that for me?โ€

โ€œIโ€™ll do no such thing. The child is far too fragile for his probing questions and ridiculous judgements! The man is always digging into places heโ€™s got no business going, never leaving well enough alone. How does he expect her to get better? No, you tell him Iโ€™ll be waiting for him today.โ€

โ€œBe nice if someone could talk to Linda for once,โ€ Marcus said under his breath as he ducked out of the room.

โ€œGram, I need my pills.โ€ Then seeing she was sitting, Linda asked, โ€œWhat am I doing up? Last I remember, I was lying down to sleep. Iโ€™d even started to dream of sunflowers and apples.โ€

โ€œHush, hush, silly girl! Donโ€™t worry your head about such things! You leave everything to me like you always do.โ€

Linda settled back into the blankets. โ€œThanks, Gram. I donโ€™t know what Iโ€™d do without you.โ€

Soon she was breathing evenly, her face utterly relaxed. Thatโ€™s how I liked to see my baby girl best.

The poor thing never stood a chance before I came along; life had her marked to be devoured. And just as Iโ€™d thought, she still wasnโ€™t strong enough to cope. But who really was? The world was a dark, evil place, unsafe for delicate souls like hers.

I sat down on the comfy armchair, ready to watch over Linda while she slept. I sighed and shook my head, pitying all the children, both young and old, who must suffer through life without the protection of a Grandmother like me.ย 

ย Copyright@ 2013 by Dyane Forde

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